Verse 1

I’ve been trying to sort stuff out
But my mind is known
For being too loud
For so long I thought
I had to fight these monsters
On my own

Verse 2

I let myself get in my own way
But my pride is something
That I had to face
For so long
I thought that maybe
I was just better all alone

Chorus 1

Lord knows
I’ve been trying to work on myself
And I’m finally getting help
Not everything is figured out
But I’ve started healing now

Chorus 2

Lord knows
I’ve been hurting for a really long time
And there’s still some pain inside
Some days still bring dark clouds
But I can say I’ve started healing now

Verse 3

I thank God
For His love and for the therapy
I thank God there’s pills for my anxiety
For so long
I thought I had to smile
And just say that I’m ok

Chorus 1

Lord knows
I’ve been trying to work on myself
And I’m finally getting help
Not everything is figured out
But I’ve started healing now

Chorus 2

Lord knows
I’ve been hurting for a really long time
And there’s still some pain inside
Some days still bring dark clouds
But I can say I’ve started healing now

Refrain

I’ve started healing now

Bridge

I never thought that I’d get to this place
Felt like my demons just laughed in my face
But now I believe circumstances can change
Admitting I was weak
Helped me find the help I need

Chorus 1

Lord knows
I’ve been trying to work on myself
And I’m finally getting help
Not everything is figured out
But I’ve started healing now

Chorus 2

Lord knows
I’ve been hurting for a really long time
And there’s still some pain inside
Some days still bring dark clouds
But I can say I’ve started healing now

Refrain

Started healing now